I feel like writing but not anything productive. I have my first test Tuesday and I really need to study and write the objectives for it but I have no motivation. Also, I would love to write poems, but as afore mentioned in the Guild I have no inspiration. So what does one do without motivation or inspiration. They blog. They tell all their troubles to world wide web, but hey with a private blog I guess I tell them all to my friends, and usually I just tell it to my keboard. (GRR Kate is totally bugging me at the moment...Just thought I'd throw that in for dramatic effect and such)

I am craving something I can't quite figure out at the moment and its not really a good feeling. I have a serious lack of excitement in my life right now and it is a real downer. I do the same things day in and day out and I feel like I am in a rut. However, some would say that is wat it feels like to be single. Yeah well I am not sure I like it. I have been single 9 months now and life has been getting loads better, there is still something missing. I guess it is that need I have to embrace, be intimate, and to feel love. Every few weeks I hit this rut when I see happy couples and such, but this time is different there are no happy couples left it seems. I feel like sometimes single could be the best option, but then I think about how it feels to have someone there and I quickly change my mind.

May I have blogged away all the stored up emotion I had and something truely remarkable will have to happen for me to create the beautiful things I see just on the other side of the huge wall blocking me from being free of the burden of writer's block.

Well I guess that is all for now of the random blog of Savvy.

Until Next Time

Peace

The painfully unmotivated uninspired Savvy

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