I have been talking to him since nov 15 and now I go all 12 year old girl and say, "i like talking to you :)" Stupid, stupid girl...he doesn't like you like that he just wanted someone to new to talk to. I let myself fall just a little and now I might not have the chance to fall more. I guess maybe this was like a blip from God to make the last part of the year not suck so bad and to show me that I might not be all alone the rest of my life. Or it could be that I will get this far for the rest of my life and never any further. I dunno guys and relationships bug me. Oh and the other guy that was talking to me hasn't talked to me in like a week so apparently I will usher in the new year single and alone. But at least I'll have my friends, I'll always have my friends...and just for the record this is not heartbreak this is just me stepping away, if I wanna have a chance I have to back off and not be sappy. Last night he said "goodnight darling" tonight he says "I am about to passout so i'll ttyl" Stupid, stupid girl....
peace
Stupid Savvy
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About Me: My name is Savannah and I am 25 years old. I work at the BVAMC and I am currently in the process of moving to Colorado. I love getting to know new people no matter how shy I may come across the first time you meet me, that is if I come across as shy at all. I have my good days and bad days I suppose. My friends as different as they may be are some of the most amazing people I know. Each and every one of them are so unique and special to me. I am married to the most wonderful man. I can't wait to embark on the next exciting chapter of our life.
posted by Savvy at 10:23 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
So three weeks on a couch bed is gonna give me scoliosis. And on another note, we have had Kaine for 2 days and he has said "f***er" four times. Kids these days.....
Peace
Crooked Back Savvy
Peace
Crooked Back Savvy
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Well I could start off by saying you would cry too if it happened to you...but I know you wouldn't.
Ever since I got home Thursday the mood has been going down. Thursday wasn't so bad but Friday Leigh Anne started in on me. She was just rude on Friday but Saturday she was cruel. She called me a smartalec at breakfast...To put it in her exact words she told me, "Don't be a smartalec!!" I was talking to mom about something and she just pops in with that comment. Later that day I asked her to help me with my truffles cause I don't like to mix the cream cheese and cookies and at first she flat out said no. Then she decided if I helped her roll out her cookie dough that she would mix the cookies. Well that was fine and dandy until insulted her or something when I said my cookies were better and that they are my thing ans she shouldn't make them. Then she decided she would not help me, but she did anyway. And then after making a mess she told me to clean it up. She just left crumbs on the table. How hard is that to clean up. Then when I said that to her, she just said well I cleaned all my dishes. I yelled something at her and Kyle butted in and told me that I was being a cry-baby and that every time he saw me i was a cry-baby. I did not ask for his input and i did not want his input. And of course Leigh Anne just set there and let him say it and didn't say a word. GRRRR he made me cry a little although I cannot let him know that. But if I wanna be a cry-baby at any time in my house I will be cause it is my house!!
The rest of the day dealt Mom and Dad not talking for half of it and then an interesting Sunday school Christmas party.
Today was moderately uneventful, everyone just seemed to be in a mood.
I don't know if I can take three weeks here.
Until Next Time
Peace on Earth
And Mercy Mild
Savvy ;p
Ever since I got home Thursday the mood has been going down. Thursday wasn't so bad but Friday Leigh Anne started in on me. She was just rude on Friday but Saturday she was cruel. She called me a smartalec at breakfast...To put it in her exact words she told me, "Don't be a smartalec!!" I was talking to mom about something and she just pops in with that comment. Later that day I asked her to help me with my truffles cause I don't like to mix the cream cheese and cookies and at first she flat out said no. Then she decided if I helped her roll out her cookie dough that she would mix the cookies. Well that was fine and dandy until insulted her or something when I said my cookies were better and that they are my thing ans she shouldn't make them. Then she decided she would not help me, but she did anyway. And then after making a mess she told me to clean it up. She just left crumbs on the table. How hard is that to clean up. Then when I said that to her, she just said well I cleaned all my dishes. I yelled something at her and Kyle butted in and told me that I was being a cry-baby and that every time he saw me i was a cry-baby. I did not ask for his input and i did not want his input. And of course Leigh Anne just set there and let him say it and didn't say a word. GRRRR he made me cry a little although I cannot let him know that. But if I wanna be a cry-baby at any time in my house I will be cause it is my house!!
The rest of the day dealt Mom and Dad not talking for half of it and then an interesting Sunday school Christmas party.
Today was moderately uneventful, everyone just seemed to be in a mood.
I don't know if I can take three weeks here.
Until Next Time
Peace on Earth
And Mercy Mild
Savvy ;p