Random blog of sorts
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I feel like writing but not anything productive. I have my first test Tuesday and I really need to study and write the objectives for it but I have no motivation. Also, I would love to write poems, but as afore mentioned in the Guild I have no inspiration. So what does one do without motivation or inspiration. They blog. They tell all their troubles to world wide web, but hey with a private blog I guess I tell them all to my friends, and usually I just tell it to my keboard. (GRR Kate is totally bugging me at the moment...Just thought I'd throw that in for dramatic effect and such)

I am craving something I can't quite figure out at the moment and its not really a good feeling. I have a serious lack of excitement in my life right now and it is a real downer. I do the same things day in and day out and I feel like I am in a rut. However, some would say that is wat it feels like to be single. Yeah well I am not sure I like it. I have been single 9 months now and life has been getting loads better, there is still something missing. I guess it is that need I have to embrace, be intimate, and to feel love. Every few weeks I hit this rut when I see happy couples and such, but this time is different there are no happy couples left it seems. I feel like sometimes single could be the best option, but then I think about how it feels to have someone there and I quickly change my mind.

May I have blogged away all the stored up emotion I had and something truely remarkable will have to happen for me to create the beautiful things I see just on the other side of the huge wall blocking me from being free of the burden of writer's block.

Well I guess that is all for now of the random blog of Savvy.

Until Next Time

Peace

The painfully unmotivated uninspired Savvy

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posted by Savvy at 5:42 PM | 1 comments
Pregnant!!!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Well not me but it does seem like everyone else is! I just found out this morning yet another person I know is brandishing a baby bump (say that 5 times fast lol)! Our generation are the new baby boomers I suppose...Our population will definitely be going up this year!! Well that is all for now since I have to go to work.

Peace

Savvy

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posted by Savvy at 5:56 AM | 0 comments
So....
Sunday, September 7, 2008
I got my computer back!! Yayness! Kate knows I have a blog now...but she doesn'tshe got a slight ego boost when she thought it was only about her ROFLMAO HAHA so not! But it is alotabout her andhow she makes me insanely mad!! GRR!! She should go to the kitchen if I am bothering her I don't really like wearing my headphones.

Paramore was awesome onthe VMA's...that is the reason for headphones cause I am streaming the VMA's on my computer since we have a serious lack of cable!!

Just a short blog today but I'm sure it won't be long till the next :p

Until Next Time

Peace

Savvy

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posted by Savvy at 7:15 PM | 0 comments
Whore
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
I told you not to tell me what to do!! Kate thinks she has to tell me when to clean out the litter box!! Grr, I'll do it when I want to...Why does everyone try to be my mom...I have a mom and she doesn't boss me as much they do!!! I am just mad...I don't need to be told what to do and when I am told I am not going to do it. I know that may be immature but I don't care...I don't respond to being to or even being asked sarcastically to something..I just don't!!

On a lighter yet still annoyingly annoying topic....Jesus asked me how the relationship side of my life was, sure this sounds great...WRONG-O!! He didn't even come close to indicating us as anything. I don't know if I want us to be anything but it might be nice to go on a casual date or something..I dunno only time will tell I guess.


Grr Kate is definitely buggin me though, if the dang stay-off crap she sprays makes my cat sick, I will kill her and she will die!!! Anyway I gotta go before this gets to random...

Until Next Time

Peace

Savvy

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posted by Savvy at 7:14 PM | 1 comments
On second thought
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Maybe I should live at home!!!!!! EVERYONE here hates me!!! I hate it here!!! Kate doesn't want anything cute cause it might get to tore up cause BOB and she is mad cause I saud maybe about her using my computer GRRR I was gonna let her I just had to sign out of everything!!!! Couldn't have her finding my blog nbow could I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Another note I didn't hit was that today has been very much like a monday, you know stuff suckin it up!! Terrible day really, I hope tomorrow is better...perhaps I will be in a better mood...not if this mess keeps up Grr why is it always my fault!!!!!!! Gosh I hate it I really do! I may get annoyed at home but I just can't stand it here sometime!! I would rather be sloghtly annoyed then avoiding coming home cause everyone HATES ME!! GRRRRR DOES NOT EVEN BEGIN TO SHOW HOW MAD I AM!!! I guess three blogs in one day might!!!!

Until Next Time

No peace here

The hated Savvy

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posted by Savvy at 7:17 PM | 1 comments
What about Bob??
So apparently Hannah hates my poor kitten Bob!! I don't know if I have mentioned the fake tree in our living room...but anyhow, apparently Bob broke it cause he jumped in it. Hannah got all mad cause her ornament wouldn't set in it and blamed it on my poor kitten!!!!!!!!! WELL THATS WHAT SHE GETS FOR PUT A STUPID FAKE TREE IN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE WITH A CAT WANDERING FREELY AROUND THE APARTMENT!!! STUPID BEAR POOPS IN THE FLOOR EVERYTIME HE GETS SCARED AND SUCKS HIS STUPID LITTLE DOG PENIS IN HE MIDDLE OF THE FLOOR(COMPANY OR NO COMPANY)!!!! It just makes me mad how I should have to keep Bob's food in a container, not let him out of my room unless I am out of my room, clean the entire bathroom just cause he is in there, be blamed for everything that breaks because my cat is so wild and hyper the her breaks things(which I couldn't help if it was true). So what about Bob then, why doesn't he get love?? Kate has even mentioned that if I would shut him up in the bathroom at night that we could open our door and let the cool air in...well I am not shutting him up cause he doesn't like it....HOW WOULD THEY FEEL IF THEY WERE LOCKED IN THEIR ROOM AND COULDN'T COME OUT, OR IF THEY WERE BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING.....I GUESS MAYBE THATS HOW AERIEL FELT(EVEN THOUGH SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT)!!!!!! Grr it just really bugs me. Kate and Hannah team upi against me when I am not here and then when I come back, everyone acts all normal...I dunno..I am just ready for May 9 to come so I can leave this place!!! Bob never did anything to them....poor thing grr!! I am so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well I know its only been like a couple hours since my last blog but I had to vent!

Until Next Time


Peace


Savvy and her poor kitten Bob

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posted by Savvy at 6:17 PM | 0 comments
Hmm..not what we expected
So I have noticed this blog is less or a hit drama/comedy and more like my online journal. Funny how a blog can turn out to be nothing like you plan. Don't get me wrong we still have drama, just not really anything worth blogging about. None of that edge of your seat, "oh no she didn't!!", knock-down-drag-out kind of drama. And I had promised myself I would start keeping a journal so I guess what better way than this right.

I told Jeff about my new blog and that it contained a sentence about his life an he was all like, "OMG, WTF, can anyone see that is it on Myspace or Facebook, if it gets out I'll ruined, blah blah blah, wah, wah, wah, IDK what I'll do!!!" Blah the gayness almost drowned me.

Life is going so fast and yet so boringly(if thats a word other than in my vocab) slow its crazy. One day I'm in the Ham the next in the Stix. Back and forth, constantly. I almost think this going home on Fridays is a bad thing. I love my family, but its like I live there again(except for the fact that I sleep on a pull-out couch in the study). I can't live there again I am 21 years old...too old to live at home. Or at least thats how it feels now that I have been moved out over a year. Sure I used to go home on Sundays for church and occasionally on Saturdays. But now I don't work weekends and I have all this free time. I have seriously thought about picking my bookstore job back up just to have something to do. That thought alone is all kinds of crazy. I really hate having free time, I know, I know, I could study. But there is only so much time I need to study. Maybe I need a man, but then everyone is like....no no just stay single. Well I have been single and bored for 9 blame months and I need some romance back in my life.

On the note of romance...I have had a couple offers... Allow me to elaborate.
1. Amon- gas station guy from Kenya who is not like other men and would love me forever
2. Jesus- My mexican lover(lol not really) he is mexican just not my lover. He has made several indications of asking me out but never has.
3. Crazy stalker Mark- His description pretty much goes without saying but allow me to enlighten you further: He was very flirtatious so I gave him my number(cause he was to shy to ask), my friends hate him, he is a bit annoying, he shaved his head cause he thought I wanted him to, decided he wouldn't talk to me after I yelled at him and then called me three weeks later, oh I forgot to mention the fact he wanted to marry me after three days(YIKES!!), asked me to the movies last week and I turned him down, now he just stares at me all the time from across the room.
4. Oh and theres Zack, lets not forget Zack, with which there is no potential. I say this because he has his head so far up Hannah's but he would know what the weather like, or the time of day if it slapped him right in his pretty blue-eyed face.

Totally just caught blogging at work...just thought I'd throw that in!! ROFLMAO hahaha(small inside joke..if you can call it that lol)

Well that whole love life thing turned into a rant-n-a half!! Yikes!! Thanks for letting me ramble on with no end. Maybe some drama will stir and this will become more interesting, or maybe I will continue to ramble on for hours on end about only God knows what...


Until Next Time,



Peace



Savvy

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